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cumin seeds. i left my brain in san francisco. upload, upload, download, clear up, shut up, hyperboles, bones. unzip my body, take my heart out. bangbang. overspeak. turn off the waterworks. shitshitshit. he snaps. false confidence.
fuck you sundays
fuck you buda side
fuck you christmas
fuck you presents
fuck you newyearseve
fuck you new jersey
fuck you stormy weather
fuck you identity
fuck you philistine
fuck you december
fuck you gossip
fuck you man of moods
fuck you street
fuck you mimi's sadness
fuck you
miss you berlin

FAKJÚ 3D/The bright side of life

My rocky mountain, waiting for me, I'm aware. I'm aware.

I'm aware!!!!

Still, it's nice to have a weekend house by the lake. A place to have a beer with friends, a place to be quiet, a place to sleep. To try just not giving a fuck

I'm being very metaphorical today. Try just not giving a fuck!

1.70x50x30

Your life and mine, two spiders in a box.
Dein Leben und meins, wie zwei Spinnen in einer Schachtel.

Self-confidence. Winds of freedom. Dreams of freedom. Dreams of love. Dreams interrupted. Interrupted by sudden physical reactions. Cramps. Wishes. Yowling sense of incompleteness.
Waiting. Concentration. Concentrate on anything but waiting!!!!
crash of needs and expectations. Needs to fulfill, expectations to cast away. Which is which?
Familiarity and impossibility. obvious solutions. the next step is so natural. the way to follow is bright and shiny. no questions.
Wenn die zwei Stunden sind um: the prison of 4D. was hast du gedacht, Mensch? the prison of self-ignorance. ignorance of the other. trust. mistrust. trust yourself. trust the other person through yourself. trust his feelings through yours. fears. fears of fears.
lack of language. no language needed at all. phone without language. possible?
Das Leben der Anderen. limits of the self. insecure limits of life. my life. is this all my life?
insomnia. wandering in an insecure time-dimension.
need of security. need of everyday situations. need of disbalance. need of the extraordinary. need of the unique.
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never-ending story
want to sit on the roof in the sunshine and fill my real 1.70x50x30 cubic cm-large place in the world

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ja.ja.ja. AUF IMMER.

SÁGODI ILDI, the goddess

my sweet gabriella.

mimi. mipa* homemade.hausgemacht. mangolassi.

and i hate my illness. cough, cough, cough, fucking cough. racking cough. i'm dissolving. beetwen border-lines. sindrome. sculpture. coughcoughcough. murakami's universe. lost control. hermit. i'll spit my dark, clammy whatever. i'm afraid of it. smelly pillow. smelly sheets. smudge. nightlife:OFF
where-am-I?
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d.care

the last night before berlin. with bobsz. and a message to mimi from berlin

interacting galaxies in a cluster.

(photo from www.hubblesite.org)

no pics for tomorrow. no photoshop. no way of self-expression. expression of the universe. my universe. need of expression. wordswordswords.

transitory ephemeric sadness and happiness. sadnesses and happinesses. self-confidence and fear from the future. self-confidences and fears. roundroundround. merry-go-round.

the freedom in obligation. the dangers in freedom. dangers of lies. true lies, untrue freedom. freedom as enemy. freedom as aim. freedom as false temptation. freedom as false self-temptation. freedom as an alibi. freedom as a synonym for lack of love. freedom needed. oxygen needed. how can u breathe and be suffocated at the same time? that's the answer. that would be the answer.

Answer, where are youuuuuu????

jack and coke. nouvelle vague. dreitausend-vierhundert-fünfzig bitte. bootlegbar. panini. marko. beer in my hair. the mornings at lili's. short and restless sleep. unicumnext-dreams. smiles. laughters. community. nice-cosy-comfortable-safe-and-warm.

fear of being thrown out in empty space. soon. again. space is beauty. space is excitement. space is sadness. space is loneliness.

space is real life.

is space real life?

anyone for a galactic hitchhike?

amazing beasts

why why why why is every everyb eve everybody pro pro projecting&&&compensating??.?.?

A PERFECT DAY FOR BANANA FISH

a hopeful conversation at night. in front of the fridge. trollops and hermits. brain vs. physics. salty sticks. closer. projection sucks, confidence rocks. uuh.

that was the day when we watched the stars and the fire, Jolán and I. talked about the small and the big sparks. Bula said life is too long.

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the real cause is that you find yourself very alone.

fuckyou (fakjú)

FAKJUFAKJUFAKJU

!!!REVOLUTION!!!

backfrom

(2.photo:RappDani AKA Cpt. J. S.)

we're fucking love chasers. mayday. dolphin. back from the paradise, third time. againagainagain. accepting. the hermit and the empress. august? i think.

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dinner on the roof, beans, guacamole, mashed potatoes, stinky goat cheese, olives, blue lights, folk music, empty bottles, the inner man, the kitschy eiffel, 4 hugs, letsdance, baby elephants, tomorrow we will x, smoke, false tunes, happiness, she sleeps on the sofa after the end, i fondle her legs, turn off the computer, fuck you paris, 40% discount, mimi bought 2 slippers, double espresso, cheesy pancakes, jazzband, sunbath, exfoliation, the snake bites, frightening bugs, green filter, tobacco, clear, ascendant, the last night, mephisto, what, so what.

Avignon Project. Impressions. Part one

sunset in Monfalva (Montfavet), our temporary home

siegfried, the great Hungarian theatre director

the other celebrity flatmate, the diva

panni is great. she makes me feel beautiful

the most beautiful theatre experience.

wow, she is flashing!

teacher, too tired

Ludovic, Don Juan

hitchhiking trip to marseille

somikaaaa

szaida, my baby immigrant

a new species: avignon fountain ducks