párolgok el - most magyarul

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ja.ja.ja. AUF IMMER.

SÁGODI ILDI, the goddess

my sweet gabriella.

mimi. mipa* homemade.hausgemacht. mangolassi.

and i hate my illness. cough, cough, cough, fucking cough. racking cough. i'm dissolving. beetwen border-lines. sindrome. sculpture. coughcoughcough. murakami's universe. lost control. hermit. i'll spit my dark, clammy whatever. i'm afraid of it. smelly pillow. smelly sheets. smudge. nightlife:OFF
where-am-I?
d.rememb.
d.care

the last night before berlin. with bobsz. and a message to mimi from berlin

interacting galaxies in a cluster.

(photo from www.hubblesite.org)

no pics for tomorrow. no photoshop. no way of self-expression. expression of the universe. my universe. need of expression. wordswordswords.

transitory ephemeric sadness and happiness. sadnesses and happinesses. self-confidence and fear from the future. self-confidences and fears. roundroundround. merry-go-round.

the freedom in obligation. the dangers in freedom. dangers of lies. true lies, untrue freedom. freedom as enemy. freedom as aim. freedom as false temptation. freedom as false self-temptation. freedom as an alibi. freedom as a synonym for lack of love. freedom needed. oxygen needed. how can u breathe and be suffocated at the same time? that's the answer. that would be the answer.

Answer, where are youuuuuu????

jack and coke. nouvelle vague. dreitausend-vierhundert-fünfzig bitte. bootlegbar. panini. marko. beer in my hair. the mornings at lili's. short and restless sleep. unicumnext-dreams. smiles. laughters. community. nice-cosy-comfortable-safe-and-warm.

fear of being thrown out in empty space. soon. again. space is beauty. space is excitement. space is sadness. space is loneliness.

space is real life.

is space real life?

anyone for a galactic hitchhike?

amazing beasts

why why why why is every everyb eve everybody pro pro projecting&&&compensating??.?.?

A PERFECT DAY FOR BANANA FISH

a hopeful conversation at night. in front of the fridge. trollops and hermits. brain vs. physics. salty sticks. closer. projection sucks, confidence rocks. uuh.

that was the day when we watched the stars and the fire, Jolán and I. talked about the small and the big sparks. Bula said life is too long.

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the real cause is that you find yourself very alone.

fuckyou (fakjú)

FAKJUFAKJUFAKJU

!!!REVOLUTION!!!

backfrom

(2.photo:RappDani AKA Cpt. J. S.)

we're fucking love chasers. mayday. dolphin. back from the paradise, third time. againagainagain. accepting. the hermit and the empress. august? i think.