Your life and mine, two spiders in a box.
Dein Leben und meins, wie zwei Spinnen in einer Schachtel.
Self-confidence. Winds of freedom. Dreams of freedom. Dreams of love. Dreams interrupted. Interrupted by sudden physical reactions. Cramps. Wishes. Yowling sense of incompleteness.
Waiting. Concentration. Concentrate on anything but waiting!!!!
crash of needs and expectations. Needs to fulfill, expectations to cast away. Which is which?
Familiarity and impossibility. obvious solutions. the next step is so natural. the way to follow is bright and shiny. no questions.
Wenn die zwei Stunden sind um: the prison of 4D. was hast du gedacht, Mensch? the prison of self-ignorance. ignorance of the other. trust. mistrust. trust yourself. trust the other person through yourself. trust his feelings through yours. fears. fears of fears.
lack of language. no language needed at all. phone without language. possible?
Das Leben der Anderen. limits of the self. insecure limits of life. my life. is this all my life?
insomnia. wandering in an insecure time-dimension.
need of security. need of everyday situations. need of disbalance. need of the extraordinary. need of the unique.
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never-ending story
want to sit on the roof in the sunshine and fill my real 1.70x50x30 cubic cm-large place in the world
scottish sunday*
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